he'll never love you like i did ,


title : Love Hurts
date : Saturday, June 18, 2011
time : 1:05:00 AM

Its been long since i update!!
This post is actually dedicated
to a love one that i miss so much.
So let me begin.

Our Wonderful Journey starts on 1st March 2010.
We had a lot of fun together.
Problems were solve just like a piece of cake.
We love each other to the fullest.
No man can damage our relationship
Exchange of hearts.
We were the sweetest couple no one will ever forget.

Thing start to Change on 4th June 2011.
We didn't even have the time to celebrate our 15th monthsary.
We were distance apart.
Quarreling almost every single day
We decided to have a 2 weeks break.

Worst Day of Our Life was on 6th June 2011.
I didn't think that the 2 weeks break was important.
You were actually taking it as a test.
I read something on your phone that hurts me a lot.
I started talking childish things.
You became mad at me.

Around 5.30pm , there was no us anymore.
Everything changed.
I don't feel myself anymore.
On that day , there is no us.
It was only you and me.
No WE or US.

17th June 2011
My mind still thinks of you.
My heart still belongs to you.
Everywhere i go , surely there is memories of you.
Tempting to get you back in my arms.
You are trying your best to forget me.
Trying to get busy everyday.
Think that you will forget us soon.

Now I'm here to write you a letter that i wrote few weeks back.
Hope you will read it.

To my dear chubbybunny that i can't forget ,

I've not been sleeping will this days dear. Every day and night i will be thinking of you. Every time i try to move on , I've failed. Not just once but a number of attempts. Moving on seems to be impossible for me. Please forgive me for the times i am not understanding and the times i have been controlling you so much. I love you baby! There is no other way to describe the feelings I have for you. Remember the first time we met? You were hugging to my hand so tightly that i have to follow the direction you were moving. You just don't want to lose me. My life with you cannot be compared to anyone dear. You have always been there for me , feeding me when i don't want to eat and even wipe my face when its oily. You cared for me so much. After you left me , I feel very empty. You are my life , you are my future and you are the one I want to spent my life with. There is no one now that will hep me to pop my pimples , cut my nails and no one will force me to go school every single day. I'm really gonna miss the fast food that we eat almost every single day. You are the one that will complete my life. We will both be happy like we used to. I was the first one that actually carry you. When you are high above me , i saw the widest smile you ever had. You are the only one that will always be with me. I will surely miss your kisses , hug and surely your appearance around me if we won't meet. Even tough i break a lot of promises , i can assure you one thing. If you will be back in my arms , i will definitely treasure you and will be understanding. I'll shower you with love , kisses and full of joy. Hereby I shall state that i need to patch up with you. Hope that our love will continue and that we will meet up soon. Ending this letter with a lots of love.

With love ,
Your dearest hubby
it's all about who you are , not what you wear